& I don't want the world to see me, because I don't think that they'd understand, but when everything's meant to be broken I just want you to know who I am.
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Ashley. 17. Poughkeepsie NY. I'm still working on it.
about
I could really kill somebody right now and feel no fucking remorse.
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1:Name.
ashley
2:Zodiac sign.
pisces
3:3 fears.
rape, heights, bugs
4:3 things I love.
food, ralph lauren #2, alcohol
5:3 turn on’s.
making out x3
6:4 turn off's
fat x3
7:My best friend?
sarah
8:Sexual orientation?
straight
9:My best first date?
No clue
10:How tall am I?
4 11
11:What do I miss?
people
12:What time was I born?
5:30 am
13:Favorite color?
blue
14:Do I have a crush?
yes
15:Favorite quote?
if it's good, it's wonderful and if it's bad it's an experience
16:Favorite place?
anywhere new
17:Favorite food?
can't even pick hahaha
18:Do I use sarcasm?
yes
19:What am I listening to right now?
weeknd
20:First thing I notice in new person?
loooooookz
21:Shoe size?
6 or 7
22:Eye color?
brown
23:Hair color?
brown
24:Favorite style of clothing?
idk..
25:Ever done a prank call?
yeaaaa forever ago
26:What color of underwear I’m wearing now?
dark red
27:Meaning behind my URL?
my name
28:Favorite movie?
JENNIFER'S BODY
29:Favorite song?
Mercy
30:Favorite band?
Bon Iver
31:How I feel right now?
pissed
32:Someone I love.
vincent?
33:My current relationship status.
taken lol
34:My relationship with my parents.
eh
35:Favorite holiday.
christmas
36:Tattoos and piercing I have.
2 ears cartilage that's it
37:Tattoos and piercing I want.
my web and my rooke and 1 tat
38:The reason I joined Tumblr.
good question
39:Do I and my last ex hate each other?
fuck my last ex
40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts?
almost everyday
41:Have I ever kissed the last person I texted?
yeah
42:When did I last hold hands?
wednesday
43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
depends
44:Have I shaved my legs in the past three days?
yes
45:Where am I right now?
home
46:If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
lmao omg
47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
loud
48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
dad
49:Am I excited for anything?
sorta
50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
not everything
51:How often do I wear a fake smile?
school
52:When was the last time I hugged someone?
today
53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
i'd probably like throw up laugh and walk away
54:Is there anyone you trust even though I should not?
yeah probably
55:What is something I disliked about today?
school. not smoking. creepy guys. studying.
56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
obama
57:What do I think about most?
haa if only you knew
58:What’s my strangest talent?
I can curl my tongue into a clover
59:Do I have any strange phobias?
footsteps
60:Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
front
61:What was the last lie I told?
"I didn't skip study hall"
62:Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
phone
63:Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
yes, yes
64:Do I believe in magic?
nope, science
65:Do I believe in luck?
yes
66:What’s the weather like right now?
idk
67:What was the last book I’ve read?
crucible
68:Do I like the smell of gasoline?
yesss
69:Do I have any nicknames?
ash
70:What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
stiches in my head
71:Do I spend money or save it?
spend
72:Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
no
73:Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
yes
74:Favorite animal?
kitten
75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
sleeping
76:What do I think Satan’s last name is?
he doesn't have one
77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
nelly- ride with me
78:How can you win my heart?
idk
79:What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
smile for me
80:What is my favorite word?
shit
81:My top 5 blogs on tumblr?
snortdrugs, uhhhh cleansing ...idk
82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
materialism is addictive on purpose, change your priorities
83:Do I have any relatives in jail?
he's outtieeee yay
84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
i'd be like that guy in limitless
85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
are you really happy?
86:What is my current desktop picture?
rihanna & chris brown
HAVE YOU EVER
87:Had sex?
yeah
88:Bought condoms?
nope
89:Gotten pregnant?
no
90:Failed a class?
yeah
91:Kissed a boy?
yeah
92:Kissed a girl?
yeah
93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
yeah
94:Had a job?
no
95:Left the house without my wallet?
yeah
96:Bullied someone on the Internet?
lmao I mean I guess
97:Had sex in public?
yeaaa
98:Played on a sports team?
yeah
99:Smoked weed?
yeah
100:Did drugs?
yeah
101:Smoked cigarettes?
yeah
102:Drank alcohol?
yeah
103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
nope
104:Been overweight?
no
105:Been underweight?
no
106:Been to a wedding?
yeah
107:Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
lol, probably
108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
yeah
109:Been outside my home country?
nope
110:Gotten my heart broken?
yes
111:Been to a professional sports game?
yes
112:Broken a bone?
yes
113:Cut myself?
not purposely
114:Been to prom?
no
115:Been in airplane?
yes
116:Fly by helicopter?
no
117:What concerts have I been to?
not a lot
118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
no
119:Learned another language?
kind of
120:Wore make up?
yes
121:Lost my virginity before I was 18?
hahaaaa yea
122:Had oral sex?
yea
123:Dyed my hair?
nope
124:Voted in a presidential election?
nope
125:Rode in an ambulance?
na
126:Had a surgery?
stitches
127:Met someone famous?
snooki
128:Stalked someone on a social network?
hahahahah yeah
129:Peed outside?
yeah
130:Been fishing?
yes
131:Helped with charity?
yes
132:Been rejected by a crush?
yes
133:Broken a mirror?
yes
134:What do I want for birthday?
no clue
135:How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
I don't know
136:Was I named after anyone?
my middle name is my mom's middle name...if that counts
137:Do I like my handwriting?
sometimes
138:What was my favorite toy as a child?
barbie
139:Favorite TV Show?
pretty little liars
140:Where do I want to live when older?
New York till I die
141:Play any musical instrument?
no
142:One of my scars, how did I get it?
falling
143:Favorite pizza topping?
cheese
144:Am I afraid of the dark?
sometimes
145:Am I afraid of heights?
yes
146:Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
doing something bad lmao
147:Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
yes
148:What I’m really bad at.
being tall
149:What my greatest achievements are.
Do good hair days count
150:The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me.
uhm it's somewhere on this Tumblr lol
151:What I’d do if I won in a lottery.
spend that shiaaaat
152:What do I like about myself?
my lips
153:My closest Tumblr friend.
ben hahahahaha
154:Something I fantasize about.
sexxxxxxxxxxx
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“if you love them, let them go”

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can I have that? 

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